SPM??wuu..scary

silly sepet was born not to be entirely genius but smart lah..tp pemalas ya ALLAH!(that's what my mom used to say each day..blabbering to my freaking ears).

mom:Got homework today?

syaza:NOPE~finished it at school(pehh..rajin sgt nk buat homework kt sekolah!)

mom:Sure?

syaza:yupp!!why are you interrogating me??(buat muka stress)

mom:I was just asking lah!are you lying?remember!if you can't pass your SPM i'll send u down to some kampung and arrange you to get married with some bangladesh!!!

syaza:wow,takut..takut(in the most annoying way possible)

mom:okay,malas nk layan!

LOL.i changed the conversational version with my mom a bit,because it does not turn out to be malas nk layan,bt instead she kept on blabbering about me being so lazy and from whom it was inherited.again LOL

it's true,i am lazy,because i'm not interested in studying the things that i despised the most~FOR INSTANCE:HISTORY!GEOGRAPHY!MATHEMATICS!AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST,ENGINEERING DRAWING!

thank god there's english and art where i can truly be passionate in studying.but,i hate them teachers(well,u can't have everything huh?)

so turning out,my SPM result was on the brim,nak jatuh on the right side or the bad side?

yeah,then my name was stupendously lucky to be chosen for the NATIONAL SERVICE training(PLKN) T.T

menangis tak berlagu kau sepet!dah lah dapat "paling dekat lah sgt!!"

CAN YOU SAY SABAH BHA??

then,later during my training there i got a news from home that my applications for the universities were ALL unaccepted/denied/declined/campak jauh2.sobs.sedey tahu??

at that time i felt so stupid and regretted my school days for not studying(yeah right)

but i was lucky enough that the head of the student department from Uitm called me to ask whether i'm interested in taking pre science(since i'm interested in taking medical)

so,there i go,taking pre science,it was like the O-levels(quite the same as SPM lah.cisss!)

but i got good pointers there 3.51 cgpa.hohoho!!and there i found myself to be not so bodoh lah kau ni rupanya!hahaha.kenapa masa spm benak sgt otak kau??padahal,ada setahun nk study,plus lots of school holidays,but still pre science yg macam haramjadah susah,i have to struggle for 1 sem(since there's only 1 semester/chance given)but still u managed to get through with warna yg berterbangan?pelik -__-"

but after all that hassle and 1 semester behind all of my other friends now taking diploma,i am here,in kedah,taking NURSING and VERY LUCKY TO BE SPONSORED BY THE MINISTRY OF HEALTH,Alhamdulillah~

so now,i'm eagerly waiting to say bye bye to this college and HELLO DIPLOMA AND HOSPITAL!HAHAH!

monologue:"lepas ni nk kerja,lepas tu??kahwin?(senyum gatal)eh!taknak lah,nak kaya dulu,belaja jauh-jauh baru kahwin(senyum gatal lg sekali)"